Seek and Destroy.

"... making the same mistake again."

We all have theories
Conjectures about things
Situations
And people.
You assess situations in a random partially interested way.
Pick up what you like about it -
And then give up your life to fabricating your halfwitted elucidation of it.
Eventually it's to hell with reality all together and you start weaving fiction in your delusional head.
And it's not just you.
It's pretty much everyone.
The pretty ones
The smart ones
The self loathing ones
The narcissists-
You build and you build
You tear down a little
And then build again
Tear and build
Tear and build
And what with all this psychological contruction and demolition,
You wake up one day and you've completely lost track of what’s really going on.
Given it up for whatever movie script your mind is writing for you.
Your idealistic, captivating movie script.

Idealistic is not necessarily the happy you.
Nono. Just the whateveryou’dliketoseeyourselfas You.
Your movie.
Your vision.

Like those fight scenes in the Matrix where they grew hair and wore cool sunglasses and suits. xD

Okay, I killed it.

Anyway.

"It's driven me before and it seems to have a vague..
Haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel."

It’s all fine when it’s restricted to your head.
But what do you do when your personal libretto becomes a hindrance to the true story?
Which is what happens most of the time.

And you have nothing to do but curse yourself.
Your stupid, stupid self.

Build walls, because no one's talking.

=/